My heart is hungry, deprived of three year soil
Sucked dry by 3 days toil.
Oh heart, be gentle to my health
I suffer from a drowning eye and a dehydrated mouth
Leave my brain, I need it for exams
this important time for which she didn’t give a damn
Do I deserve this? Is this my fate?
Have I battled too long for her to relate?
I needed to fill both plates, but I couldn’t cater
She adopted my concept, although scaled it greater
Should I work this holiday to feed her account?
Ensure her the value of my effort’s amount?
will that push her away, make me seem obsessed?
Or will she see my distinctions in love’s necessary test?
Asking the wrong questions in this important time
I should be asking the calculator the gradient of a line
Oh heart, I see the effects cannot be selective
My brain is being eaten and proving ineffective
Yes I was angry, you jeopardized my results
But I jeopardized your happiness and became one of your faults
But look at me now, carrying the load
After much deprivation, my heart took to adrenaline mode
Yes I need her, and I always will
But she has taught me the most important skill
I’m holding up my own head for the first time in 3 years
I’ve taken the reins and oiled my own gears.
I’m ready to put you first like I always use to
Only this time I know I’m gonna follow through